mumble

its been a while
since i write something here
i don get what it takes to write lah
i got many to write
but i just stuck
when i'm in front of computer
maybe i just cant fit well with high tech
maybe i'm too lazy


ps: i'm so happy i went back to chan wa camp

Arhggg

I
NEED
TIME
FOR
MYSELF

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this quite sums up what i think this few days.

i tell myself

big boy ady
got fur got wing ady
but don forget to go back where u belong
n don forget what u wanna be since small

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happy birthday to me yesterday

Angels n Demons

it all goes to the same old ancient question everytime
should i listen to my sense n logic?
or my heart n feeling?
this two angels n demon keep on flying around my head
one say: go there go there
one say: go here go here
few days ago i command myself to listen to my feelings please
but i keep on think with logic
n i got my responsible
n i don wanna be said to be like HER
i need to go but i don feel like going
last time i don have even the slightest of this dilemma
last time i will go with 120% of confidence
y this time i cant?
arhhhhh.......
help me please.....



p/s: late bufday wish for mei teen, soli ah...

after life

after my memorable 22 sep
i was so emotional
anything can make me touched
or angry
i cant be happy even for 10 minutes
buthen friday is a very happy day right?
i don afraid to say it here what i done
that day i ponteng utmbf meeting
to go to big speaker to sing k
then even go n eat fried durian
(which is superbly terribly delicious)
n was late for e tech quiz
but i'm so happy
n night i ponteng utmbf dharma class
to go to watch debate mock competition
hahaha
so fun


eh
thay guan
u need to ponteng sometimes lah
don make urself too stress
follow ur feelings
please lah