after life

after my memorable 22 sep
i was so emotional
anything can make me touched
or angry
i cant be happy even for 10 minutes
buthen friday is a very happy day right?
i don afraid to say it here what i done
that day i ponteng utmbf meeting
to go to big speaker to sing k
then even go n eat fried durian
(which is superbly terribly delicious)
n was late for e tech quiz
but i'm so happy
n night i ponteng utmbf dharma class
to go to watch debate mock competition
hahaha
so fun


eh
thay guan
u need to ponteng sometimes lah
don make urself too stress
follow ur feelings
please lah

Middle man

i hate to be the middle man, seriously!!
i hate to be the middle man, seriously!!
i hate to be the middle man, seriously!!
i hate to be the middle man, seriously!!

y i have to say this 4 times?
becuz i'm the middle man for 4 sides!
i need to listen to all of them
i need to cope with all their problem
i need to satisfy all their desire

ok
all i need now is just find a way to let them talk to each other without me
then all problem will be no problem
buthen how m i going to let them talk??
stupid stupid stupid stupid !!!!

Y i came back so early

its a good question
i came back to this miserable place on thursday.
i tot i can start to do my things, but apparently i dono how to start.
so i dono y i wanna come back at the begining
however since my arrival
i join debate discussion for >>22 hours in 4 days!!!(this is crazy)
buthen i think next week i will also be veryry busy loh..
i need to settle things for UIA competition,
then training training training for it
which will take for many nights>.<
u know, busy is not smth i scared of.
but no time for my own life.
u see most of what i busy is for club
i need time for myself!!!
arghhh!!!!!


This is what i gonna do/join/prepare these few weeks:
UtmBF ZhongQiu | 29 Sep 2010 | utm
UIA Karate Open Tournament 2010 | 2,3 Oct 2010 | Gombak
Utm ZhongQiu | 2,3 Oct 2010 | utm
ZhongHuaBei Chinese Debate | 8,9,10 Oct 2010 | NanFang College JB
SheQu | GongWeiHuiYi | 8,9,10 Oct 2010 | somewhere KL
UTM Karate Referee Seminar | 10 Oct 2010 | utm

n i forgot about my upcoming test n assignment.
so much lah!!
haha







p/s: but i still love to live my life as mine now...