i tell myself

big boy ady
got fur got wing ady
but don forget to go back where u belong
n don forget what u wanna be since small

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happy birthday to me yesterday

Angels n Demons

it all goes to the same old ancient question everytime
should i listen to my sense n logic?
or my heart n feeling?
this two angels n demon keep on flying around my head
one say: go there go there
one say: go here go here
few days ago i command myself to listen to my feelings please
but i keep on think with logic
n i got my responsible
n i don wanna be said to be like HER
i need to go but i don feel like going
last time i don have even the slightest of this dilemma
last time i will go with 120% of confidence
y this time i cant?
arhhhhh.......
help me please.....



p/s: late bufday wish for mei teen, soli ah...

after life

after my memorable 22 sep
i was so emotional
anything can make me touched
or angry
i cant be happy even for 10 minutes
buthen friday is a very happy day right?
i don afraid to say it here what i done
that day i ponteng utmbf meeting
to go to big speaker to sing k
then even go n eat fried durian
(which is superbly terribly delicious)
n was late for e tech quiz
but i'm so happy
n night i ponteng utmbf dharma class
to go to watch debate mock competition
hahaha
so fun


eh
thay guan
u need to ponteng sometimes lah
don make urself too stress
follow ur feelings
please lah

A day i will need to remember forever

22 Sep 2010
this is the day which i must remember until i go to work or even get old

its quite memorable

but its not about the day

its quite tiring

but its not about the task i did all day long

its quite angry

but its not about the ppl i met

its quite pain

but its not about the things happen

its quite sad

but its not about the event i forced to miss

its quite shocking

but its not about what happen at last

its about the feeling i had
FEELING
FEELING
FEELING
FEELING
FEELING
FEELING
FEELING

i'm not crazy enuf

the thing is like this
i always tot that i m a very crazy person
i tot that i can play with no any worries
buthen today i really suck loh
we r all very siok speaking malay
then go to eat also same
then when pay they say
jom tengok apa dia akan cakap kalao lu tanya dia malayu
okay
buthen when she really come
she put down n say with too small volume only me with such good hearing can hear
san kuai ban
berapa ah?
san kuai ban
oh...

then habis
i should have just act like i langsung dono bm
but i suk ady...
haih...
banyak bagus ketawa oh?
haha

this is in a mal/sing movie
just for fun :
when the phone ring
"green, green..."
i pink up the phone n say
"yellow?
blue is this?
if u purplely call me for fun,
i will not call u black."